there are no words for some things. children’s choices are one of them. how does any mum take it all in and not say anything? my heart aches tonight. for my children. for the dreams lost. for the pain of reality they face. for the hopes and dreams i might have had for them that are now gone.
how, Lord? how do I do this even with You? i know that You are here, and You are there with each one of them… but oh Lord, it hurts so very bad.