life as it is seen from my heart and soul

identity and purpose

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who am I? really, who am I? on the inside? on the outside? do they match?
these thoughts lately have been ruminating in my head.
yesterday was National Unplug Day. I am considering a month again.
because i think i am too plugged. and not just to the devices. but to people as well.
i once went through therapy and learned of my need for people.
why are am i friends with some. what do they do for me that isn’t emotionally healthy?
how much of me is spent on them? in time and thought. like a device.
IF gathering started last night. how much of me is Scripture fed? how much?
not enough. absolutely not enough.
and i make excuses.
it is the same with food. and the stationary bike. and walking.
but my relationship with my Lord. He is my Air. my Food.
my reason for work life marriage family garden more or less living.
there is no life without Him.
and this is earth. i live on Earth. but my identity is a Daughter of God.
and He lives in the Heavenlies. so i will live there. only by His Grace His Mercy for me.
more later. the sun is shining. and i am drinking a Vanilla Coke which i have not had in forever.
oh earth.. you do have some wonderful things.

Author: melinda

a follower of Christ & a Daughter of the Great High King of Heaven disguised as a wife, a mum, a nurse, a baker, a gardener, a teacher, an artist and many things unknown by others.

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