life as it is here

July 10, 2020 by melinda Leave a comment

there are too many words in my head.
two weeks ago i called 911.
for my husband.
and i watched them drive him away.
i couldn’t go in to the ER.
so i called every two hours for an update.
and had him transferred to another hospital. where i could go in. and the doctors he needed were there.
i don’t think i slept that night. i laid in bed and thought ~ this cannot be happening.
but it was and it did.
he is home. he is on meds. and this was a warning. i am sure.
and the Lord said Yes, you get to have him for a while longer.
so i am blessed with more time. to laugh and cry and wonder what God will do next in our journey.
what a shock. and then calling the children. because if i didn’t they would not have been happy with me.
and called the church. and his mom.
this life on earth. so temporary. so not permanent.
because there is more in Jesus. and that was the reminder two weeks ago.