life as it is seen from my heart and soul

so two days in a row

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totally not me. but there are words that must be in print from my head.
first things first. hot tea.
i am trying to figure out people. i know i won’t, but i try to understand.
what possesses a person to attempt to control/change/dictate life to another person?
why is change a bad thing?
what is wrong with having close friends in your life?
i go back to Adam and Eve. oh Eve. you blew it for all of us women. totally.
but Adam…. you blew it too. you stood there and said nothing as she took the bite.
so the question is Why do we think we can be like God?
i don’t want to be like God. i don’t want to be in charge. i don’t want to decide the fate of another person’s soul. i don’t want that responsibility.
so people. oh people.
i have no answers. but the more i read my Bible the more i know i need Jesus more than anyone.
because if i have Him… then maybe i can just be like Him and love people no matter how they are. but dang, that is easier said than done.
so i try to be grateful for the grace He has given me that i must give others.
because i do not want to be God. but i want to be like Jesus.
it might take me my lifetime, but i will continue to work at it.
just praying those around me will be patient with me.

Author: melinda

a follower of Christ & a Daughter of the Great High King of Heaven disguised as a wife, a mum, a nurse, a baker, a gardener, a teacher, an artist and many things unknown by others.

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