surviving… it is the breathing in and breathing out. Oxygen versus Carbon dioxide. how to do it. regularly. evenly. without thinking.
i don’t think this is the year to survive well. so i just want to survive.
to keep my head above the water that is swirling around me; the smoke that flies above me; the vines encircling my legs.
it is difficult to see, to hear, to sense anything good right now.