life as it is seen from my heart and soul

in spite of…..

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~ in spite of my deciding certain things there is nothing worse than lack of any control over anything.
~ which means the pit of despair grows in volumes i cannot measure.
~  and life is not what i think it is but the matrix of green goo and numbers out of control.

so what i wish for i cannot have. and what i have done i cannot change.  and i have no control over anything.

life sucks.

Author: melinda

a follower of Christ & a Daughter of the Great High King of Heaven disguised as a wife, a mum, a nurse, a baker, a gardener, a teacher, an artist and many things unknown by others.

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