waiting listening what will happen
are You here can You see what i am thinking?
how badly this hurts again?
what do i do about this?
i know it isn’t me…but it feels like it is.
i know You are more than everything for me
so why can’t You show up in my living room?
why can’t i sit in Your lap and listen to Your heart?
this hurts so much….choices of others
of close ones